Wonderful planet we have

Monday, May 16, 2005

really true tt u guys say tt i haben been blogging... true... kinda wat can i say... i oso nth much... my life been a boring one since i began to understand things... i neber get to enjoy life i long to have... to me... wat i can do is haiz... n haiz n haiz... see aik's blog so wonderfully done... so perfectly done... coz he has lots to write despite exams on e way... and having a dear... congrats to u(aik)... for having a wonderful and loving rs now... u n yanting.... May u all be tt loving all e time... hey aik... remember to intro da sao to all of us wor... anyway bout me... argh... jus another boring day of mine passing by... although it has been a boring time for me all these while but i neber once regret... coz i have so many gd bros with me... although do not get to see them but at least i noe in their heart i still have a place as bro to them...

somehow i jus wanna say tt my life jus doesnt match wat i yearn to have... coz to have e lifestyle i long to have... it will mean lots n lots of money... i neber believe tt i can have tt lifestyle... although im yearning for... however i will not gif up tis dream of mine... ppl got lots to write becoz they have interesting life... unlike me... u go read my nick n u understand wat im feeling... a mood tt i hate to have... but it has been with me for a long long time... jus tt i neber say it out... coz i don wish to say it out... despite me having such moods... sometime u can see me happy... but deep down inside u will understand how i feel... although i may seem happy... in actual fact u all wont see e true self of me... coz i don wan everyone to worry for me... coz its oso nth worth worrying bout by u guys... coz i noe tt alone we come into tis world n alone we will leave tis world...

although i have become bery pessimistic bout life... but don worry i wont do anything tt will harm myself... i don wan anyone to worry for me... i don wan anyone to see me sad... i will always put a smiling face for everyone to see... although deep inside me i might be bored n sad... n any kinds of pessimistic feeling tt u all might name... i jus don wan u guys to worry... juz remember tt i will always be here for u guys... especially all my gd frens both guys n gals... take kaire... although i wont frequently write but i will try bah...

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::full of sorrow and pain:: 9:05 AM

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