final showdown

rainy day

2005-08-03T20:00:00.000-07:00

its a rainy day today... cooling man... so shiok haha... but then suffering man... having stomachache haha.... anyway jus a short one to say haha...

about yesterday tt national day preview...

2005-07-24T03:54:00.000-07:00

it was a wonderful day over there... e funpack was quite ok... although a bit lame but then its still quite ok... then e performance was e best... i learn a new dance again haha... luckily i wasnt on tv or else i sure sianz le haha... anyway nth much to say bout tt but then all i can say was tt performance was nice coz they had e parade of those armour vehicles n oso some others...

its been 11 days

2005-07-24T02:10:00.000-07:00

been 11 days since i last wrote a testi... having exams for a whole week.. 4 papers in all... stress man... all didnt hit my target... haiz.. wat a pity... looks like i failed my expectations again... i jus cant believe tt i failed to do so again... y always liddat man... but then i wont give up... i believe someday i will do wat i plan for myself... its a hope im giving myself n giving others...

results will be out i tink tis week... hope i wont be last... or else ppl will be like laughing in class le... jus hope wont happen... somehow... jus finish exams tt day i already started working at jumbo seafood restaurant... this time its not at riverside point anymore.. its at riverwalk.. coz they gave my number to e other branch.. so anytime i might have to work any one of e sides frm now on...

hmm exam period was really stressful... headache almost everyday... its like i almost cant take it anymore... luckily now after exam can relax a while... but then i don tink i wan give my self too much relaxation.. or else i might lose track n not be able to cope... jus like during my commmon test lor... i cant believe i said tt much... at least i know tt i can write a lot every time i disappear for quite some time..

i don wan to be talkative anymore... i wan to become a quiet person... jus dunno y... somehow feel tt being quiet might be gd for me bah... trying to... buai...

late nite

2005-07-14T00:44:00.000-07:00

im writing a blog becoz i wan to not becoz i have to... im writing tis becoz my common test is approaching... im getting more n more frightened... its getting so scary.. im frightened i cant make it through coz i have been slacking for a long time le... im frightened... hope i can make it through... with e wishes frm frenz n bros.. i believe i can lor..

anyway its 12.41 now... i tink i studying till 2am bah.. hope i can get everything into my brain no matter wat... coz i have to... to make i through... anyway its gonna be a short blog again coz somehow my life still e same everyday... play com.. study eat... slp... breathe.. its similar everyday.. nth special today... except today got go out to study with joel n eis.. at bugis...

anyway now im still listening to YES 93.3... so swt haha... so nice... its e best channel... anyway blogging countdown.. finishing in 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1.. blast off...

ok i end it here le.. nite everyone... may u all have a wonderful slp.. Slp tite tite... Swt dreamz...

about to sleep

2005-07-11T09:43:00.000-07:00

writing be4 i sleep... went out to play basketball with deren jus now in e afternoon... being thrashed like hell... haha... nvm used to it le haha... anyway it great to exercise my muscles... at least i wont get tired easily coz it helps me built my stamina... to say it is gd to go out n train n exercise...

somehow today quite tired.. coz haben recover frm my fatigue frm tt day when i went out to do my project at a pub... im so tired... my rs lv up again le... now lv70 liao... at least reach a greater height le... total lv now 745 liao... seems like i hit to top 300k of people le... now is 301k lor... soon will be going better n better... somehow im jus sad becoz e show my date with a vampire was nice... i was so touched.. i can even cry.. its so nice n touching... hope got my date with a vampire 4...

now its late le... tmr need wake up earlier to revise le.. nite n swt dreamz... may all my bros n frenz have a gd nite slp.. n oso a swt dreamz for them each...

back frm my slp

2005-07-09T06:26:00.000-07:00

sleeping for the pass few hours... actually is bluff de... i was out with my frenz to release my boredom... anyway e nite be4 was a wonderful nite... i went out with eis, joel n tiong han for project... guess where we went?? happy pub... its a gay pub.. went there to take some foto for our project... then somehow it was a fruitful trip there.. although entrance fee was 15 bucks.. quite ex for me but then im still fine with tt...

somehow after clubbing, we went back to eis's hse n slp over there... cant slp well becoz e air con was damn cold... don even have any blanket haha... it was fun although i tink i slp for one and a half hour nia... but then e fun was there so worth not slping haha...

when i came back, frm her hse... i was dead tired but then still not slpy haha... so stayed on... till now le... can even write a testi for my mei n oso come here to blog haha... see... but tink need slp early le haha... ok lor.. gtg... bb...

even later nite

2005-06-27T09:59:00.000-07:00

yea... average day today.. in sch.. boring sia.. coz lesson finish then got a 3 hr break be4 my nxt lesson... so sianz.. dunno wat to do sia... haha... but then its fun bah... coz lata on in ia.. somehow lesson wasnt tt boring afterall.. so somehow tt y i say its an average day.. sometimes i really dunno wat to say over here.. coz i really got a boring life man.. a life tt doesnt make a difference whether i write a not lor.. one real thing to say is... i have a mei who cares for me.. her nickname is jen haha.. can say she is cute n optimisstic lor.. she so hardworking oso sia haha... so can say she bery gd girl lor.. haha.. always flooding my frenster but i don mind coz it help increase my testi lor haha... thx man...

now sec sch, pri sch, jc students all sch start le... gotto snatch place with them sia.. sianz lor... dunno how liao... sianz sianz.. anyway i slp le.. too tired tink liao.. coz tmr morning wan wake up n do my project research on homosexual lor... so too gd nite le.. nite...

late night

2005-06-24T09:46:00.000-07:00

**yawn**
Wa so late le... hmmm then jus write something bah..

today ar... haiz... fall sick le lah... suddenly in class jus don feel right.. as if something happen le... but then i touch my forehead then know i slight fever le... sianz... now almost term test le then sick... sianz... how am i going to cope with my sch work if tt happen... sianz... but then e worst of all is i don have money for lunch... i so poor now... cant even look after myself let alone gf.. so don tink i will have any dasao for now lor... too bad... '

::c"):: <-------tt's me

somehow after sch i jus took a bus back then e worst thing happen again... on e bus there wasnt a seat so i stand then lata when got seat.. the damn seat was so hot.. so sianz.. but then no choice gotto use it.. coz too tired to stand le.. so jus use tt seat lor... sianz lor... but nvm at least i didnt waste much money today.. i tink i use onli a few cent today so heng save money le... haha... hope im saving in a gd way.. coz i didnt eat lunch to save money... hope u all don mind bah...

::That's all folks::

nite now take kaire...

writing bout today haha

2005-06-19T09:46:00.000-07:00

hmmm... how shd i start... hmm... a bz day i had today... haha.. didnt expect lor... didnt expect to hear news tt tmr got test lor... somehow shocked.. thought its wed then news say tmr... die le lor.. anyway it was a bery tedious day.. went studying with aik, sj n ren.. wah.. ren n sj went to cut their hair at compass point supercuts lor... 20+ sia... quite ex but then they say its worth.. so i tink i will try tt soon haha... somehow i waited for 1hr for them lor haha... anyway today saw e gundams models le.. but then cannot buy..no money... haha... so saving up not to buy but to buy ps2.. lol... childish rite... but tink i wan it anyway...
today chatted with jen mei today for some time... haha.. she kinda fun mah... caring n cute girl haha.. but then no time meet her yet... coz test n hmwk too much a pile le so drop e idea now... haha... mayb tue or wed go bowling with her... haha... anyway gotto slp le.. tmr test haben study then still online chating haha... buai...

reason for not blogging

2005-06-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

actually there is no reason... haha.. jus saying for fun.. somehow i feel its time to blog again.. coz haben do it for some time le... coz yesterday bbq was fun so have to write it down... although yesterday was onli 5 of us initially but then joel's GF bingbing came to join in lata... so became 6.. haha.. yesterday nearly became a sad day becoz bbq was nearly a failure but then somehow e weather change then we succeeded in finishing e bbq... haha... then i oso notice tt Eis's hse is somehow nice.. so we decided tt we go to eis hse to study every once in a while.. coz its a suitable place to study lor... so cooling n quiet... gd environment...

then for today... after sch i didnt go home even though tmr got exams... seems like i looking for trouble.. lol... i went orchard with joel, eis, chee kiong, tiong n last me... haha... fun time there although say we pei joel n eis for interview but then congrats to them they succeed le.. they will be working 4 times a weeks... all e best... anyway exams tmr... need to mug.. bye... haha... doesnt tink i will mug anyway... no mood mah... haha...

1 week has passed

2005-06-08T04:45:00.000-07:00

1 week has passed since i last wrote testi... haha anyway thx to aik i became so bz to even tink of anything... coz of him lah... always rush me to chiong diablo2 lord of destruction... haha... me no choice but to chiong all e way... now lv38 le... mostly tmr lv39 liao or mayb tonite lv39 liao haha...

after reading aik... i can see that he is someone who is understanding... he understands tt people wans freedom... n he is doing it... but on e other hand he has to work hard to understand her more.. coz she wans care too... haha... jus like me... i need care... i seems like an orphan... but luckily im not... haha...

know tt recently got tt show golden faith... the show was excellent... i find shanben n tt tianlan is an excellent couple... they ought to be together regardless real lifeor acting.. they r wonderful... well done TVB... its nice...

went to bugis today...

2005-06-01T04:53:00.000-07:00

now i noe tt frm my sch i can go great world city, bugis, ps, orchard, clark quay, chinatown, outram, somerset... so many places sia... so happy sia... haha so at least nxt time watch movie can go some places easy frm my sch go de lor... like great world or ps haha... all these places so nice haha... 2nd day pass le... she didnt reply me... wat a pity... mayb wat i msg isnt worth replying bah haha... nvm... don gif up lor...

another thing happen sia... chee kiong keep encouraging me to go join e company so tt i can earn more money... anyway i made up my mind le... i wont join de bah... coz need $2200 lor... so much sia... kill me oso cant afford lor... so its impossible bah... although they may be bery encouraging but then its way too much for me to accept so i can say too sry... i cant make it for tis... so sry pal... looks like i can onli say tt man... sianz... although e money mayb appealing coz u can earn really a lot.. but then i notice something... its tough... its giving me a lot of stress lor... thus i make up my mind le... i wont join lor... too bad... but no choice... haha.. anyway i need a job tt can pay me quite high but working hrs r flexible lei... so hard finding one lor.. haha...

wa sianz... shd not have gone to bugis today... now gotto rush my hmwk lor... or else cannot finish by tonite lor... haiz... homework getting a lot now a days... hope it wont cause my results to slip bah... me still wan make it into NUS de... not to say get diploma lor... and last oso meet her in NUS haha... wat i suppose to do... simple work hard lor... exactly not onli work hard.. shd say is work extra hard lor... NUS is not easy to enter unless i get 17AD's lor... which i have none now haha... so looks like mayb need to waste another yr le lor... haiz... but no worries... i will work hard n do accelerated studies in NUS if possible haha... ok gtg le... haha...

im back on track

2005-05-31T08:05:00.000-07:00

im at last back on track... this time im back more powerful and more strong... i will no longer be sad... i will work towards my goal le.. thx to aik n my gd fren frm ngee ann poly... i will work hard and get into uni with her... i wont gif up le... i will be there no matter wat it takes... i will work to be e best... be the best that i can be... a bit exaggerated... but im jus trying to vent my sadness... now im release frm it... i will work hard le... may u all hold me in ur prayer... ty...

anyway it was a bad day for me for e pass few days... becoz i cant get over it... but then today thx to someone he actually make me tink properly n make me understand le... ty for being there.. ty all my bros... thx...

yawn

2005-05-23T09:23:00.000-07:00

at last i got e answer to sj's answer for his blog... after so long... its tought but no choice gotto get it rite... anyway im so tired n my legs n hands r cramped le... i played basketball be4 i came back home... now then i noe i haben been exercising for a long time le... tt y when i play my whole body aches... hope i will be ok for tmr's lesson n movie... hope so... anyway i cant write le... im so tired... gd nite... although its short but im tired.. tt y... tmr then i write longer... bb.... nite guys...

at last i feeling much better after a slp...

2005-05-21T11:16:00.000-07:00

yawnnnnnn... i feel so much better after a gd slp... anyway y i so late write is becoz i was working till 11pm jus now... since last few days le... time to slog n earn some quick bucks be4 sch start lor... or else i will have to go sch without money in my pocket lor... tt will be like end of e world... lol...

anyway i got to noe my gd fren's junior at working place recently.. she kinda so lonely so i chatted with her... onli after chatting with her then i noe she was my gd fren's junior... i pity her... so lonely at work place... not onli tt she is oso bulied by her colleague... pitiful... tt y i somehow befriend her so tt she wont be so lonely bah... mayb lor... plus my fren oso did ask me take kaire of her junior here in singapore wat so have to...

i haben heard frm my frens for so long le... now sch reopening le im so sad.. coz i wont be able to go out with u guys tt often le.. coz i year 2 le.. more stress liao... so hope u all can understand... but don forget to ask me out even if im bz... coz i will make some time to accompany u guys de... must remember ask me out wor... haha... anyway its another tiring day for me... my eyes r closing while i write tis... yawnnnnn... so somehow i pray for everyone out there n everyone tt i noe... i pray tt u all will be happy then i will be happy le... so stay happy bro... especialy deren, aik, sj, jy, ed... i wish u all happiness in everything... nitey...

jus came back frm chalet

2005-05-19T21:19:00.000-07:00

my chalet started on 18th may... i came back tired n sleepy... anyway the chalet was fun coz we jus had fun although not much programs but at least i did enjoy myself... with joel, tiong han, hanzhong, wenyun, eis and last but not least e person who sponser everything chee kiong... the chalet was at dowbtown east... haha... although first day quite boring but at least e dinner at breeks was fun.. i had dory fish set meal... wootz it cause me 18bucks sia... so ex..

tt nite i slp at 6am sia... then slp n slp until 12pm haha... piggy rite?? haha... but at least e swim after e slp is fun... i had a gd tannned n now whole body red red de... haha... sun burnt lor... so painful sia haha... somehow e chalet has to come to an end today... wat a pity... but too bad... coz we sang too much at k box yesterday le... haha... all e way frm 12plus to 6am sia... power sia... anyway i tink i better end here.. eyes cant take it le... haha... swt dreamz...

1 month has passed

2005-05-16T09:05:00.000-07:00

really true tt u guys say tt i haben been blogging... true... kinda wat can i say... i oso nth much... my life been a boring one since i began to understand things... i neber get to enjoy life i long to have... to me... wat i can do is haiz... n haiz n haiz... see aik's blog so wonderfully done... so perfectly done... coz he has lots to write despite exams on e way... and having a dear... congrats to u(aik)... for having a wonderful and loving rs now... u n yanting.... May u all be tt loving all e time... hey aik... remember to intro da sao to all of us wor... anyway bout me... argh... jus another boring day of mine passing by... although it has been a boring time for me all these while but i neber once regret... coz i have so many gd bros with me... although do not get to see them but at least i noe in their heart i still have a place as bro to them...

somehow i jus wanna say tt my life jus doesnt match wat i yearn to have... coz to have e lifestyle i long to have... it will mean lots n lots of money... i neber believe tt i can have tt lifestyle... although im yearning for... however i will not gif up tis dream of mine... ppl got lots to write becoz they have interesting life... unlike me... u go read my nick n u understand wat im feeling... a mood tt i hate to have... but it has been with me for a long long time... jus tt i neber say it out... coz i don wish to say it out... despite me having such moods... sometime u can see me happy... but deep down inside u will understand how i feel... although i may seem happy... in actual fact u all wont see e true self of me... coz i don wan everyone to worry for me... coz its oso nth worth worrying bout by u guys... coz i noe tt alone we come into tis world n alone we will leave tis world...

although i have become bery pessimistic bout life... but don worry i wont do anything tt will harm myself... i don wan anyone to worry for me... i don wan anyone to see me sad... i will always put a smiling face for everyone to see... although deep inside me i might be bored n sad... n any kinds of pessimistic feeling tt u all might name... i jus don wan u guys to worry... juz remember tt i will always be here for u guys... especially all my gd frens both guys n gals... take kaire... although i wont frequently write but i will try bah...

='(

im in love n never gif up...

2005-04-16T02:30:00.000-07:00

hmmm how shd i put it... somehow i like someone but haben been able to really to understand... coz somehow she is someone so swt... someone so loving n cute... somemore she got e same liking of sports as me... i kinda hope she can gif me a chance... regardless how long... i will wait for u de... hope u can gif me a nice chance for me to love u... another thing is... my results are coming out.. im frightened... real frightened... neber ever been so frightened... izzit becoz im not prepared or izzit im jus tt lousy... i dunno... hope i can make it through... cya guys...

blogging in progress

2005-03-14T20:25:00.000-08:00

hi.... blogging in progress is jus a lame thing to say... anyway im back in school doing nth... plus i sending homework for ppl to copy lor haha... see i so gd... anyway yesterday was a lonely day... alone in class with another class and teacher... none of my classmate came down lor... sianz... haha... so lonely there... gtg... tagging soon... bye... blogging session over...

im back to write more...

2005-03-12T03:22:00.000-08:00

im back again today to write... anyway i found liking to a song... by guang liang...
a bery touching song... its bout a girl n him... bery happily together but somehow the girl contracted a disease and died... a bery nice song matching tis mtv... i really pity the girl... she died becoz of blood cancer... pitiful girl... sob sob...

miss me a not?

2005-03-11T03:08:00.000-08:00

at last im back... still as bz as i am... but somehow im back for one reason... my bro... blood brothers.... same surname in chinese somemore... i came back becoz he wan me to... haha... anyway how's mine life? interested to noe? haha... well i kinda going through my first year in np now... finishing soon... happen to do so many projects and homework... so sianz... but at least got chance to make myself bz with things i long to do... i miss sec soon..... i miss primary sch n all e frenz i made there... its been some time since i last went back sec sch... i will try go back n see them if all my ex classmates go... hope to see u guys soon... real soon i hope.... everyone going army or studying in a different sch now... i miss u guys... take kaire...

sry for not updating

2005-01-10T21:16:00.000-08:00

lolx... im back le at last coz im free. but somehow few weeks back always bz lor... anyway its great to be back and post lor... somehow so many things have happened lor for the past few weeks... celebrate ppl's birthdday, go out celebrate new year and christmas... so much fun in going out... at least i find some things to do rather than stay at home and slack lor... somehow on 1st of jan 2005 at 12am... u can see ppl celebrating lor... at that time i jus come out frm the cinema lor... coz we went to watch meet the fockers... it is a wonderful comedy show sia... all the time we were laughing...

today 2nd week of sch starting le...

2004-12-12T07:22:00.000-08:00

haiz... somehow mayb true coz i don really noe wat to write lor... but thx for letting me noe... anyway somehow i went out today buying everything needed for my cousin's wedding on 18th dec... its going to be fu coz we are all preparing for everything le lor... somehow be4 going out today i didnt even study for my test tmr... its kinda wat... don even tink of test more imp then enjoyment... wat a slacker i am... nth to say... sry if my blog bored u all to death but tts how my life is... boring... nth much to do... eat, slp, play r e common things i do lor... wat can i write i don even noe... anyway thx for all ur comment about my blog.. heehee thx...

long time no type le...

2004-12-10T04:35:00.000-08:00

hi everyone... im back frm first week of sch so sianz sia... dunno wat to say lor... haha... anyway gotto do my hmwk le see ya...

early in e morning 8 o clock

2004-12-02T15:30:00.000-08:00

i jus came back frm chalet n totally neber sleep sia.. then lata going for pool again sia... it was nice at e chalet but tiring lor... but its worth e time spent with my frens at e chalet lor...

singapore idols result

2004-12-01T20:41:00.000-08:00

didnt expect syl to lose de... but somehow mayb its jus taufik got more supporters... anyway usually the 1st runner up is more famous... jus like clay aiken rite?... but as long if syl comes out with his album, i will buy n support him de... haha... =)... anyway its days to my sch reopen le... im so stress up man...

sch starting soon haiz

2004-11-29T06:22:00.000-08:00

6 weeks of hols only sianz... how i wish longer lor... anyway thx for every1 comment... its nice to come see my blog ty...

2004-11-27T01:09:00.000-08:00

hi every1 its nice have you all as frenz so we all will be frenz4eva

im doind it at last

2004-11-26T23:56:00.000-08:00

hi every1 out there... im doing tis e first time so hope u all can gif comments n teach me how to improve k... ty so much every1... (n_n)